Here is a little update on my endless roller coaster health struggles that I thought of sharing with you for its humorous side ! 😊😉

So, just a couple of nights ago, I had to rush, once again, to UNC’s Emergency Room as I was starting to feel incredibly weak and terribly “off” … that very same overall feeling that I felt the entire evening of the night where I had my massive heart attack a few months ago… and which, sadly thanks to that little feature of our brains called… PTSD☹😟😔… one that I carry around every minute of my life these days… instantly identifies and recognizes from having lived it all once already… and immediately reminds you or the very high risk, fatal risk, associated with it all!

Oh well!… maybe at the end of the year and based on all my ER and surgeries bracelets (I am starting to have quite a collection isn’t it!? 😉 maybe UN I maybe UNC will give it a sticker?… or a frequent flier kind of pass?… or a little diploma of some sort? 😉😉😘

And on a more soulful note… I want to take this opportunity to voice once again how I truly have the utmost ADMIRATION 💗and deepest GRATEFULNESS💗 for every single person 💗 working in the ER… from nurses to Doctors to staff to admissions (and also the amazing EMS who bring you there!)… for they all see you coming to them at our very worst of pain and hope… and they are truly our salvation and our last line of hope…
By the way did you ever think what you would do when tragedy or sudden illness or tragic events or horrible pain hits… IF there was no Emergency Room!?… I will be forever grateful to EVERY SINGLE PERSON 💗 working in the ER for all the love, support, caring and life saving expertise.  If you work in the ER, anywhere on our beautiful planet, I want to voice all my LOVE and FOREVER GRATITUDE to YOU! 💗

With much much LOVE to YOU <3 and hoping that, unlike little me, you will NEVER get recognized… in the ER!… or in Prison either !? 😉

pascal

ps: here under to share with you a few photos of that night (taken by my friends in the ER or selfies and as, you know, when you are there, there is just not much to do except enjoy a little creativity and amusing the nurses and doctors and other patients 😀😜🙃)  and since “visuals” are always such a cute complement to words… at least photographers say so ! lol

ps2: as you will also notice, and I really have no idea WHY? but they stick this time sooooooo many EKG stickers and sensors on me this time… which… when you are from the Bonobo family (I like that they are the most sexual and also the kindest of all the chimpanzees families 😉 ) like I am… aka… hairy 😉😋 translates into lotssss of mini “Brazilian wax jobs”  😉lol  all over my body!