While being once again at UNC’s emergency room in huge pain… after the morphine kicked in, I started to walk the floor of the whole ER a few times and… it literally SO breaks my heart to witness all the suffering and pain and tears that is present in way too many lives😢😢😢
What kind of alleged “super power” society and country are we really??? …when we leave soooo many of our fellow human beings…suffer so much… and worse of all… in such heartbreaking emotional loneliness…
Who are we…truly…to let that happen ???😢😢😢 instead of allocating some of the money and resources spent on greed and feeding people’s egos and things of ‘power’ and ‘success’…to making all this better for those who suffer most…
It really so breaks my heart to witness it all every time that i am in the ER….
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Still, once again, in UNC’s Emergency Room for the past 7 hours and…guess what!?…either I am very high on morphine or… something really strange is going on… as it seem that I am seeing everywhere some VERY very strange blue… UFOs… that look so strangely similar to… cow’s nipples?… or maybe… just maybe… look like those gloves that the Dr. puts on right before… hmmm… asking me to bend over… and check my prostate! lol
With much much love to YOU❤
pascal
little update as truckload of morphine they gave me just hit…so…guess what?… whoever invented …morphine has deeper appreciation from me than words will ever express!!!… as, guess what?! when the physical pain that you experience reaches 9 or 10 or even 12/10!!!😢and for many hours in a row…just as i have experienced soooo many times….well then guess what? You just want to literally die…and NOT because you don’t want to live of course…not at all… But you just want the pain to “please just stop”…even if only for a few minutes…
So… dearest Mr. Friedrich Serturner…you have my outmost and deepest appreciation EVER👍💓💓💓
With much much love to all of you…and wishing for your day to be pain free and filled with sunshine…💓💓💓
pascal
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