Bonjour my Dearest Friends 💗
Here is a new little update to share with all of you who so kindly expressed so much caring and concern… all of which I am SOOOO immensely appreciative of <3 about what happened yesterday and suddenly and which, once again, took me to UNC’s Emergency Room, in, once again, excruciating pain 🙁
Well, I do not want to bore you with the details, but long story short, after my stent removal of 3 days ago, I now have not only a major UTI, left kidney included… and ALSO, a fragment of the stone that they lazered during my surgery a week ago… or a whole new small stone falling out of my kidney in the ureter, that is once again STUCK in my left ureter 1 inch or so from my bladder… and this is what brought to me once again such horrible pain.
Emotionally it was kind of a nightmare as after having had 1 single day of relief, after they removed the stent on Wednesday, and I was FINALLY without pain from both the surgery and the stent itself, less than 48 hours I was back, once again, to excruciating pain… hummmm… let me think of a great very sophisticated word to describe it… it SUCKS!!! lol it really does 😢☹😢… but, as everything else happening to me or to anyone of you, there is nothing we can do about it except make sure that we do not miss a single drop of joy and love and elation whenever we get a tiny break from constant pain… and I will make sure I do just that today <3
What’s next will depend on how lucky or not I get… if lucky all will heal with the antibiotics etc… and if unlucky, they might have to “stent” me again and go back up my littl’ friend and insert a stent between my kidney and bladder once again which, for those of you who followed my surgery, was the most pain I ever endure in my life 🙁 … so needless to say, this option and possibility is deeply depressing and scary 🙁
But, until then and destiny decides whether my next weeks will be filled with pain or relief, I will not miss a single drop of this beautiful day <3
Wishing to you and to all the people in your heart, a most amazing day filled with endless love and smiles, shared, offered and received <3
ps: some people collect medals, other collect money, and other collect… wood ducks to showcase around their fireplace 😉 … it seems that destiny has decided to kind of force my hand in collecting… Emergency Room and Surgeries admission bands at UNC… this attached snapshot is from only the past 2 weeks.. a “collection” I would certainly loveeee to do without… but, guess what!?, destiny has decided otherwise 😉